When I met Aron Ralston, the man whose heroic misadventure in a Utah slot canyon is the basis for the movie 127 Hours, it was in 2004 at an event for his book, Between a Rock and a Hard Place. As an experienced canyoneer and a professional guide to the slot canyons near Utah’s Zion National Park, I was spellbound by Ralston’s terrifying story. He had been trapped by a boulder and lost part of one arm through self-amputation in just the kind of place that I explored all the time.
The question posed by 127 Hours is the same one I started asking when I met Ralston seven years ago: “How strong is your will to live?” Leaving the theater after seeing the movie this fall in Santa Barbara, my thoughts plunged back to a recent close call, and in the process, my personal answer to that daunting question became clear.
Being trapped by a boulder is far from the only way to get in trouble out there. Sudden rainstorms and flash flooding can be just as dangerous. One afternoon, I was soloing the dark, undulating Zion slot canyon called The Subway when a strong wind blew in carrying with it the unmistakable scent of rain. The first sharp clap of thunder that exploded overhead echoed down the canyon walls like a freight train. I felt my heart pound and my muscles tense.
The smell of rain turned to a downpour, and the dry red ground became a muddy slick within minutes. I thrashed my way through willows, trying to get as far downstream and out of the narrow canyon as possible. I needed to get out of the canyon immediately. I crisscrossed the rocky creek carefully, running whenever I encountered solid ground. It was in one of these sprints that I tripped over an exposed root and fell heavily in a face-first body slam to the rocky clay. Picking myself up, I realized that I had been close to panic. As I huddled under the safety of an enormous overhanging wall, drank some water, and took a few deep breaths, I considered the seriousness of the situation. It was already raining hard, I still had more than 4 miles to go to reach the exit, and even if the pending flash flood wasn’t deadly, I could still easily be trapped here overnight.
Somewhere under that controlled panic, I came to terms with my mortal condition. Finding that I was unafraid to die, my pleading prayers for deliverance turned to gratitude, and life had never had more meaning.
It was time to make my move.
Suddenly I felt dialed-in. I was acutely aware of everything—the cold raindrops hitting my skin, the earthy aroma of sagebrush in the rain, and the coarse, slippery mud under my hands as I clawed up the steep bank. I felt the individual thump of each heartbeat telling me exactly what pace would keep me from fatiguing too soon. Underfoot, hundreds of juvenile toads scrambled to avoid my feet.
“Southwestern toads,” I thought, unable to escape my training as a wildlife biologist, even now …
I made it out safely with a wide-eyed grin of relief. Now, thanks to Danny Boyle’s wonderful film, and the natural beauty that is southern Utah, I feel like my long period of self-doubt has ended. Like Ralston, the canyons are where my mind has registered the most vivid moments imaginable, and where, in the face of fear and death, I have come to terms with my mortality. I’ve run with the river gods, spoken with Pacha Mama, and even glimpsed God himself.
Perhaps I know what made Ralston do it, after all.
Melanie Webb is an S.B.-based fitness trainer and adventure leader. She organizes custom backpacking adventures all over the world and conducts regular Alpine Fitness Retreats at the Sundance Resort in Utah. For more information, contact Sol Fitness Adventures at soladventure.com or 722-4599.



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Melanie: maybe the question you should have been asking after meeting Ralston was "how many time does this moron need to be rescued before he starts acting responsibly in the wilderness?". Why are you idolizing a guy who has a history of reckless behavior, putting rescuers in danger while saving him multiple times, and causing his friend's death while skiing out of bounds? Maybe you didn't do any research on him and just saw the movie??
reality_check (anonymous profile)
January 25, 2011 at 11:39 a.m. (Suggest removal)
Hey, like Ralston she has "run with the river gods, spoken with Pacha Mama, and even glimpsed God himself." You can, too. All you need to do is go unprepared into the wilderness enough times, the odds will eventually catch up. Don't forget your video camera, so you can record your super-important final thoughts and facial expressions.
rambler (anonymous profile)
January 25, 2011 at 9:51 p.m. (Suggest removal)
I, too, was once a reckless youth and am grateful that I was never made famous via boulder, avalanche, or other natural means, and thus grew into an educated, well-prepared, and mostly-cautious adventurer.
It's impossible to be completely prepared for the outdoors. You don't need to go unprepared - and I suspect you didn't (I've also been in Subway when the rain started falling) - for the odds to catch up. When they do, half the fun is resolving the problems, small or large, that inevitably occur. Sadly, I've never glimpsed God out there, other than through His marvelous creations.
I envy the intensity of your experience, Melanie. Thanks for sharing your nicely written article.
natureboy (anonymous profile)
January 26, 2011 at 1:40 p.m. (Suggest removal)
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It's a shame the first couple people to comment seemed to completely miss the point because it was beautiful expressed. Mother nature does have her own plans. And I think anyone who has spent some real time in the wilderness knows that, like the previous commenter stated, "it is impossible to be completely prepared". The moment when mother nature changes her plans is a scary moment and, the question "how strong is your will to live?" is a question that will live with you forever. Thank you for sharing that moment with us.
I hope our paths cross soon. You seem to be just the kind of guide I would hope to have with me at a time when mother nature changes her plans.
toadcatcher (anonymous profile)
January 26, 2011 at 6:45 p.m. (Suggest removal)
Look at that: natureboy and toadcatcher come to the rescue of the baloney artist and her adulation of Aron Ralston, the recklessly unprepared cliff-jumper, and neither has ever posted before today. Could they both be Melanie?
The article was written by a person who makes money taking clients into the wilderness. I hope she checks the weather forecasts on those outings.
rambler (anonymous profile)
January 26, 2011 at 7:09 p.m. (Suggest removal)
Not the same writer, rambler. Pacha Mama imparts the gift of melodious prose, in case you didn't know.
Everest is everywhere. And Utah is ubiquitous. See? Ha ha.
I'm reminded of the time I rested in the shade of a leaning palm tree, on a desolate beach in Costa Rica, and a monkey up there chewed off a coconut to kill me, but narrowly missed. Cebus capucinus.
And even rescuers respect the romance of risk, right? Why else would they put themselves out for the fools who push it too far?
But, yes, satellite locator beacons are being abused. They should be fitted with a little speaker that hourly asks, "Excuse me, but are you being a jackass already?" And all rescues should cost the subject an arm AND a leg, due to costs incurred. Now, that would save lives! There's no romance of broke.
Adonis_Tate (anonymous profile)
January 27, 2011 at 9:37 p.m. (Suggest removal)
I so wish I could take a trip down that canyon someday. Beautiful picture! I'm stuck in an office on the 11th floor listening to the daily politics and crap that never seem to end! Damn, my job sucks! I loved your descriptions as you painted me a visual scene of your adventure and that area with or without panic. Too bad others can't see your vision!
It's funny, but why does it matter if she idolizes this guy? Even if he's reckless...etc. The fact that I like Obama doesn't make me a bad person? I think he's reckless with our spending!!! I think some people can't except the fact that they have no life and have to make comments supporting there insecurities with no insight on the matter. I guess I may fall into that category of having no life.... but for only 8hrs a day.
officeRat (anonymous profile)
January 28, 2011 at 10:47 a.m. (Suggest removal)
I envy the intensity of your experience, Melanie. Thank you so much for sharing your story. You seem to be just the kind of guide I would hope to have with me. I so wish I could take a trip down that canyon someday. I loved your descriptions as you painted me a visual scene of your adventure and that area with or without panic. Too bad others can't see your vision! It's a shame the first couple people to comment seemed to completely miss the point because it was beautiful expressed. I think some people can't except the fact that they have no life and have to make comments supporting there insecurities with no insight on the matter.
Damn, my job sucks! The fact that I like Obama doesn't make me a bad person? I think he's reckless with our spending!!! I've also been in Subway when the rain started falling!!!
rambler (anonymous profile)
January 28, 2011 at 11:53 p.m. (Suggest removal)
There is also something to be said for enjoying that which is in your immediate environment.
The skies--viewable from all parts of Terra Firma have much to offer as well.
billclausen (anonymous profile)
February 2, 2011 at 6:56 p.m. (Suggest removal)
officeRat? ANOTHER first-time commenter! Imagine that!?!?!
The beauty of your visions is not in dispute, Melanie Webb. Jack London and Stephen Crane would agree, I think. But they never blurred the distinction between non-fiction and fiction.
On the other hand, these pro-Melanie commenters sound EVER so much like Melanie herself, submitting bogus reviews, to my very often discerning ear.
Adonis_Tate (anonymous profile)
February 13, 2011 at 8:50 a.m. (Suggest removal)
Clarification: the APPARENTLY bogus positive reviews are what cast reasonable doubt on the veracity of the story itself. In my opinion. Circumstantial evidence, purely.
Is rambler you, Melanie?
Adonis_Tate (anonymous profile)
February 18, 2011 at 12:23 a.m. (Suggest removal)
I am not Melanie, I am Pacha Mama. You wanna see Pacha Mama? Smoke copious dubes and ignore flashflood warnings.
Pacha Mama will come.
rambler (anonymous profile)
February 18, 2011 at 11:03 p.m. (Suggest removal)
Thank you. I loved your descriptions and remember the feelings of awe. ... And I miss having those experiences now. I do think those who venture into the wilderness for a wilderness experience should leave behind their cellphones and GPS devices so as to experience aloneness. It's my choice to put myself at risk and it should extend to others who might rescue me from my stupidity or plain bad luck.
citti (anonymous profile)
February 23, 2011 at 3:51 p.m. (Suggest removal)